February 2012
45 posts
i hate everything tonight
and everyday after.
I don't really need you.
Making a masterpiece out of a messy situation.
fair-weather friends.
who needs em.
Finally have a couch in my new pad. Starting to finally feel like a real home. Makes me happy.
I really cannot wait for the day when I meet someone so I can go ahead and forget everyone else exists.
Venturing out by myself tonight, because I deserve it.
Sometimes I wonder if I am supposed to wait for him. Maybe that’s what’s in the cards. Who knows. But what I do know, is that I don’t deserve this kind of pain. I hate sitting here, pondering my life and all it’s flaws and wondering “where did I go wrong”. I want to know what it’s like to wake up happy. More than once a year. I don’t want to hate my...
Stupid
Stupid stupid.
January 2012
65 posts
